Super Private Master vs not so private slave.

Okay must learn to be quiet and not bring up personal stuff around others, or let my emotions get ahead of me in public.

I'm not going to divulge the whole damn story. lol We both know what it is.

It's enough to say that He likes to keep nearly everything private, and I'm usually totally open and how I feel is how I feel no matter where I'm at. Usually not a problem for either of us, unless it involves us.

I totally accept that I was in the wrong this time, and I accept that I deserve whatever punishment I get for it. Because I knew going in this is who He is and how he is.

So what I'm thinking is how do I solve this problem in me, so that this will NEVER happen again. Because I'm pretty sure He isn't going to stand for it again and it could be ultimately a deal breaker for Him.

So time to think and time to start paying more attention to how I'm feeling and what the signals I'm putting out are and how I'm going to deal with those emotions and feeling and how I'm going to express them and where and when. EEEEPPPPSSSS that is a complicated task. lol